Journal, October 26, 2025
I did go to the theater tonight. First time in God knows how long. I am back to living and it feels wonderful. It also feels great to see something serious for a change. For a long time I wanted only something easy, sort of like easy listening – no brain work required, no deep […]
Journal 06/15/2025
In old times people used to write letters. Collections of letters are famous. Often times they offer insight in history like nothing else. There is something about writing a letter ink on paper when one has to think through every word so that there are not too many corrections on the paper. We are blessed […]
Journal 03/26/2025
Tomorrow is my first big meeting with the red devil. Am I dreading it? No. It is something I wanted to avoid but could not. I tried my best to prepare – I continued with my astragalus which is cardioprotective, Hawthorne which is cardioprotective. The rest – I have to buy the bullet. I am […]
Journal 02/04/2025
Deflated. That is exactly how I feel today. Me out of all people sending and getting only positive vibes. I do realize that I should be ashamed to even feel that way but I do. I had my follow up with my oncologist today. I heard, “you are doing well, next time we should plan […]